Recuperation

Cancer Update: The chest area has healed up well and I can finally wear bras again. I’m still waiting a little while longer for more healing before I can take baths or soak in hot springs. I actually cannot wait to be able to do that. I had another appointment with yet another oncologist, who agrees with my first and foremost Doctor, that I can have radiation to my breast without any more surgery. Because my lung cancer is treatable he doesn’t want me to go under the knife unnecessarily. So I got a tour of the cancer center and the radiation waiting room. I am gearing up for a ct scan next week and then to begin 19 days of radiation over the course of 3 weeks. Glad I didn’t have any holiday plans. But I should be able to start the new year without breast cancer, which I am looking forward to.

My life is gearing up a bit, and I am going with it. When my energy permits I am going to work more and more and enjoy the comradery and seeing the social scene that is there. This should be a short week due to the holiday on Thursday. And Teresa and I are planning a nice little feast at home. I also just got through another birthday. For the first time in a long time I enjoyed my birthday; maybe because I have defied death this year and am just enjoying being alive. My creative juices are also churning and I am sitting at my desk tonight as I type this instead of from bed. A lot of my family still do not know, but that is on them. if they asked point blank I would answer. I do not want to tell my Dad, however, if it comes to that I will.. or if he finds out from someone else… it’s not my fault he hasn’t kept up with my life or our relationship.. it’s on him.

I’ve been TikToking daily, mainly because the videos are shorter and easier to work with. But I will be expand as my creative energy grows.

Hope all is well. Happy Thanksgiving to my American friends and family.

Sophie B.